Leadership?

There was a team meeting today, and it was regarding our current project, what will be coming up next, and some other technical stuffs about layouts that our leader loves to remind us.

But after the meeting, I was called to stay back in the conference room with 2 of my other seniors team leader.

To give you guys an idea of the hierarchy in my department, there is the Head Leader, who is incharge or checking all the scenes before sending it for rendering and delivering it to the client, think of him as the top of the chart, but for my department only (which is the layout team).

Then there are the team leaders. Cuz my department is being split into 2 teams, and each team has it's own leader, in charge of distributing scenes according to skill level to each member in that particular team.

So anyways, I was told to stay back with my 2 other team leaders. And the reason for this is because, starting October, our department team will have to be split up into 3 teams, due to a schedule misunderstanding with the client. And my department leader, wants me to be the 3rd team leader. It's still unconfirmed yet since I'm still under probation, and also my leader is still unsure whether I can take the pressure or not since I'm still new, but yeah.... I'm really happy and quite honored to be chosen as a leader.

However... I'm not sure if I'm ready to take a very big responsibility... and I've seen how my leaders work and I've always wished that I'll never become like them. And it seems like it's not working at all... I'm going to become one of them soon <__<''' hahahaha.

Not only that, one of my current team leader will be leaving us for her further studies, which means we have to find yet another team leader, but there aren't any suitable candidates within the layout team at the moment. It's kinda sad, seniors leaving and with all of us under probation workers, it's very hard to pick a team leader. Oh well....

But when the time comes for me to leave as well, I hope I can be brave enough to hand in that resignation letter hahahaha. I really want a better job, therefore I'm aiming for 3D at the moment too. But I'm just afraid that what if 3D isn't what I thought it would be as well :S...?! Argh..... Perhaps I should think about leaving after I've gain 2 years of experience or something ^^''... eh heh heh heh.

Anyways, on the brighter side of things, tomorrow is the weekend, and this time, no work, and no worries :D! Cuz we've just finished an episode today, and the next one starts next monday xD. So this weekend is going to be awesome, no need to worry about OT-ing on weekends. Not only that, there's still 2 more weeks till that big holiday I'm looking forward too :D! wohooo!! !!!!!!