Just go with the flow

I think, the only way for me to survive in my current company is to...
Go with the flow. Screw workers rights and stuffs, just work like a robot.

It's not really helping out much thinking about it, not much action is taken and speaking out would sometimes end up backfiring. And sometimes I think, I'm at fault for bringing these stuffs up. I came from a country where human rights issues are serious, and I'm currently working in a country where human rights doesn't seem to exist at all...

I should really work without thinking too much about it. Although it's not a really good thing for my colleagues, they seem to be suffering much worse financial problems. But these thoughts about human rights is affecting my team's progress really badly. I wish I hadn't told them the words that my department leader told me... I don't think they are ready to hear what I was told.

One word that came to me when I told my colleagues about them was the word "brain-washed". The way they responded back to me, as if I'm brainwashed by the company/leader. It does seem so... I'm still young and new to the industry, therefore I tend to accept given words by anyone with a higher status in the studio than me. But that doesn't mean I do not have my own opinions =___=''....

Oh, the person that said I was brain-washed, is actually the same person that I mentioned before, the one who thinks he's always right. I tend to stay away from him these days, he's quite a negative person to be around. Not very good for motivation too. But instead demotivates people very professionally. HAHAHAHAHA

ANYWAYS, that's all for my working life, now onto something awesome :D

NUJABES! I got hooked to his albums and compilations thanks to work actually. I remember the first song I heard from him, it was called "Luv Sic Pt.2"



The exact same video that introduced me the song xD.
But it took me till now to realize how awesome his songs are. A mixture of Jazz and Hip Hop. Best sht eva!

Sadly, he's no longer here now. He's now somewhere up there performing his music for other 'people'. It's really sad that he had to go... I wish I could listen to more of his creations... Rest In Peace Seba Jun (Nujabes).