Leadership (Part 2)

This weekend (yes I'm working on BOTH weekends this week) will be the last 2 days of being a leader... well... that's if my current episode finishes in time..

What I've learned so far about being a leader is that, you must be prepared to handle HEAPS of responsibility. I under-estimated the amount of responsibilities that needs to be taken care off as a leader, and now my shoulders are as stiff as a rock HAHAHAHAHA! Yess big stress level >__<''... But hey, on the bright side of it, at least I've got to experienced what it's like to be a leader :). fufu.

But anyways, being a leader is more than just managing your team members, you have to be a role model to them, motivate them, and guide your members to meet the deadlines. And I'm lacking of those things.... I can't seem to motivate my team members knowing that I once used to discuss about how impossible the project deadline is, but I guess it's something I have to learn to deal with in the future (If I ever do become a leader again).

Not only do you feel bad for not working over-time with your workers due to personal reasons, you have to face the boss everytime a project deadline is not met.... and facing the boss is very scary... If you try and be funny, as in speaking out what you think is right, he might rage at you and start shooting bullets >__<''....

I think in the future, I might consider being a senior first instead of a leader. And when the time is right, I will accept the role as a leader ^^'''.... it's too soon for me now, I have much to learn. Oh, I'm also a trainer for the layout department, so I have to train newbies (fresh meat heh heh) on how to work with the software and the working system in our office. The newbies would mostly see me as a senior staff who probably worked for 3 - 4 years, but I love to see their reactions whenever the truth is being revealed to them, that I've only been working for less than 7 months hahahahaha!

Well... that's all for now, time to go to work and donate blood T___T'''. The term "donating blood" isn't what you think it is. I'm donating blood to my office meaning there are heaps of stupid mosquitoes (they're huge too...) flying around and sucking blood... har har har. Just 2 more weeks >__<'' I can do this!!!!