It's calling me, the crave, the needs, the addiction

Long have I been addicted to gaming.
And I swear it's not nice to be addicted to something, you have this craving feeling, the feeling of needing it. As humans love to have that feeling of satisfaction, no matter what it is they do.

Lately I've been craving for some good MMO, and many times have I nearly clicked that "Download Client" button to start downloading the game and hope to play it. But then all the sudden, I turn away from it and regain conscious to what I am suppose to be doing instead of gaming.

It sorta reminds me about Lord of The Rings, where The Ring turns everyone to see it as their precious. Yes I've been watching Lord of The Rings lately hahahaha, the extended version as well D:... It's very longggggg..... thus the word "extended" eh :D?

There isn't much going on lately, drawing, gardening, going out.... I really need a job ^^'''... but it ain't easy getting one here :(.... mmmmm or am I not trying hard enough? Whatever it is, hopefully this unemployment status will be gone soon. For now, I might turn towards Centerlink money for help. Sorry tax payers :(....